ok, im finally back on DA and it has changed a lot this summer, i think i have some catching up to do! anyways, part of the time i was gone was due to a power cord problem, but for the rest of the time I have no excuse. tho i was not on DA, i did keep myself somwat busy with projects so i also have a lot of posting to do. so i'm gunna get to that now . . .

wow, things are complicated for me right now. you should hear this song: [link] it sounds how I feel, sad but sweet. here are the lyrics.

Almost lover by a fine frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I just wanted to post some lyrics that speak to me lately. yes its fergie, no i'm not usually a huge fergie fan but i do like this song!

FERGIE LYRICS

"Big Girls Don't Cry"

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

So I had a holloween party this weekend and it was really fun but now there is sooo much cleaning up to do. anyways, I posted a picture of me in costume and I want to see what everyone elce wares this holloween season too! So, for a little encuragement, I think I will choose a favorite and illistrate it. I guess you can say it is an informal competition but its really just because I like costumes! but if you want to participate you will have to let me know so, extra points to people who leave me a coment to check out their costume! so, can't wait to see what you have!!

I would like to oficially announce that my computer is fainally returned to me in compleet working order and I will be online much more often again. don't expect too much from me though cuz I still have classes and lots of homework and other stuff so I will post stuff when I have time!!! My love to anyone who bothers to read this!!!